Table For Five – Our Little Infinity
"I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity." – John Green
Today will be a short post, but one that I need to document so I have it to come back to when/if these feelings return. I recently had some much needed conversations with a few pretty great people in my life. And in opening up about things that I didn’t know I was still keeping … Continue reading Self Realization And Fighting Back
I’ve got to be honest with you... after I shared my first post in this series last week I immediately had doubts. Fear of judgement overcame me pretty quickly. Why share these parts of my past that no longer reflect who I am? This is part of my healing process. This is me learning to … Continue reading Addressing The Past To Cleanse My Heart And Bring Myself Closer To Jesus (Part Two)
On this path I am on to be a surrendered follower of Jesus I am learning to love unconditionally. Not only others, but also myself. How am I to seek forgiveness without addressing my sins and failures? I can’t just drop to my knees and yell out “Please forgive me for everything I have done!”. … Continue reading Addressing The Past To Cleanse My Heart And Bring Myself Closer To Jesus (Part One)
Today is officially my birthday and for the first time in a very long time it will be a joyous day. March 4th can no longer be a sad day, even if the world is falling apart around me because I now get to share this day with an incredibly special person! So, happy birthday … Continue reading Happy Birthday! Now Go Out And Do Good!
Little bit of a dramatic way to start a post, right? Hardly, especially once you truly understand how things have completely changed for me over the last 6 months. This post is going to be all about Josh and Stacy. Two of the best, most sincere, beautiful people I have ever had the privilege of … Continue reading How the Love of Two People Saved My Life
When I created this blog over 4 years ago I was in a place in my life where the only thing I wanted was solitude for my immediate family of 5. This blog was created to be about OUR little infinity. I had shut the rest of the world out and was focused on my … Continue reading What’s In A Name? A Reminder of Where I Came From And Where I Want To Go
For those of you who don’t know, I have been back in school part time, year round, for the last 5 years completing my third degree. I am officially, finally, in my last semester. As of today I have finished the 5th week of classes and have 87 days left until commencement! This semester is … Continue reading The Value of Time
Today, my heart is heavy. Today, my insecurities are winning. Today, I am consumed by doubt. Today, I am reminded that the pain I have caused before will have lasting effects. Today, I am reminded that sometimes trying just isn't enough. Today, I am living in fear. Today, I am not okay... Dear God, Today, … Continue reading Today… I Am Not Okay
I wander, aimlessly, in no given direction. There is no light to guide my way. Am I moving forward or am I going back? A cold chill rushes over me every few moments and my body aches. I rub my hands over my arms to bring them warmth, but there is no warmth coming from … Continue reading Finding Peace In a World of Chaos
I've been told throughout my life that I have a way with words. That I can transform them into emotions with elegance and heart. But I've just recently come to realize that I can only do this through written communication. When it comes to speaking out loud I can come off as a babbling fool. … Continue reading Communication – Learning to Speak Up and Speak Out
