I’m so tired of feeling the way I do. I’m remembering why I started putting up so many walls to begin with. I know how fragile of a person I am and I was trying to protect myself. All I want to do is throw my hands in their air and reevaluate. I’m just so … Continue reading Exhausted
Author: Table For Five - Our Little Infinity
Just Listen (Part 2)
I am a broken person. I know this, and it is something that I don’t shy away from admitting. The problem, however, is taking that conversation any further than an oversimplified statement to avoid talking about my feelings. I struggle with vocalizing my thoughts into words, so instead I decided to write them out. This … Continue reading Just Listen (Part 2)
Just Listen
Do you ever feel as though when you stop talking the world goes quiet? How is it that the silence is so much louder than words? It can often be deafening. Sometimes even music won’t drown out the noise. Just listen. Kyle
The Fragility Of The World
I should be praying tonight instead of writing... It’s remarkable how quickly you can be reminded of how fragile your existence is. Or how suddenly you can be halted in your thoughts on your place in this world and your importance in other people’s lives. Have you ever watched a planned building demolition? It’s absolutely … Continue reading The Fragility Of The World
Why Do We Struggle With Love?
I’m going to be honest outright and admit that this subject is one I struggle with. I have such a desire to love others, but I still have moments where my heart loses out to my mind. But what is love? Sorry not sorry if that song gets stuck in your head. Love can mean … Continue reading Why Do We Struggle With Love?
All I See Are Funhouse Mirrors, And It’s Not Fun Any Longer
Warning, this is a very serious post about a mental illness that I have. It is not to be treated as a light subject in any way. Honestly, this post has been in my head for awhile now, but I’ve been dreading writing it down and giving it life. It’s a side of my life … Continue reading All I See Are Funhouse Mirrors, And It’s Not Fun Any Longer
For The One Who Never Let Me Go
This post is long overdue. There’s going to be a lot of happiness that you will read, but I’m also going to address some bad moments as well. I don’t like putting on a mask and only showing the “good” side of life. A lot of growth comes from the struggles. So I hereby, finally, … Continue reading For The One Who Never Let Me Go
Self Realization And Fighting Back
Today will be a short post, but one that I need to document so I have it to come back to when/if these feelings return. I recently had some much needed conversations with a few pretty great people in my life. And in opening up about things that I didn’t know I was still keeping … Continue reading Self Realization And Fighting Back
Addressing The Past To Cleanse My Heart And Bring Myself Closer To Jesus (Part Two)
I’ve got to be honest with you... after I shared my first post in this series last week I immediately had doubts. Fear of judgement overcame me pretty quickly. Why share these parts of my past that no longer reflect who I am? This is part of my healing process. This is me learning to … Continue reading Addressing The Past To Cleanse My Heart And Bring Myself Closer To Jesus (Part Two)
Addressing The Past To Cleanse My Heart And Bring Myself Closer To Jesus (Part One)
On this path I am on to be a surrendered follower of Jesus I am learning to love unconditionally. Not only others, but also myself. How am I to seek forgiveness without addressing my sins and failures? I can’t just drop to my knees and yell out “Please forgive me for everything I have done!”. … Continue reading Addressing The Past To Cleanse My Heart And Bring Myself Closer To Jesus (Part One)
