2021 – The Year of Healing

To say the last month has been rough would be a major understatement. I've been struggling with another massive period of depression, and what has scared me the most about it this time is that I have been on antidepressants for 6 months now which are supposed to help. So there must be some pretty … Continue reading 2021 – The Year of Healing

Expectations vs. Reality – Taking Responsibility For My Own Pain

Until I can get into therapy I need this to be my safe place . I've lost too many of those and I need something that I can go back to and know will still be there. My own words aren't going anywhere. My own words can be extremely damaging, but they remain as long … Continue reading Expectations vs. Reality – Taking Responsibility For My Own Pain

I Failed You

*Current song to listen to while you read this... Toby Mac - 21 Years* Today marks 3 months since you left us. While I know you are in a much better place and are no longer in so much pain it doesn’t make it any easier. Especially around this time of year. I was supposed … Continue reading I Failed You

All I See Are Funhouse Mirrors, And It’s Not Fun Any Longer

Warning, this is a very serious post about a mental illness that I have. It is not to be treated as a light subject in any way. Honestly, this post has been in my head for awhile now, but I’ve been dreading writing it down and giving it life. It’s a side of my life … Continue reading All I See Are Funhouse Mirrors, And It’s Not Fun Any Longer