I have come to realize that writing is the one place where I can quickly process my thoughts and get an answer to what's going on in my head. Sometimes I just need to sit down, get it all out there and then go back through and address what comes up. I have depression. Which … Continue reading It’s Okay To Not Be Okay… Until It’s No Longer Okay
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Exhausted
I’m so tired of feeling the way I do. I’m remembering why I started putting up so many walls to begin with. I know how fragile of a person I am and I was trying to protect myself. All I want to do is throw my hands in their air and reevaluate. I’m just so … Continue reading Exhausted
Why Do We Struggle With Love?
I’m going to be honest outright and admit that this subject is one I struggle with. I have such a desire to love others, but I still have moments where my heart loses out to my mind. But what is love? Sorry not sorry if that song gets stuck in your head. Love can mean … Continue reading Why Do We Struggle With Love?
For The One Who Never Let Me Go
This post is long overdue. There’s going to be a lot of happiness that you will read, but I’m also going to address some bad moments as well. I don’t like putting on a mask and only showing the “good” side of life. A lot of growth comes from the struggles. So I hereby, finally, … Continue reading For The One Who Never Let Me Go
Self Realization And Fighting Back
Today will be a short post, but one that I need to document so I have it to come back to when/if these feelings return. I recently had some much needed conversations with a few pretty great people in my life. And in opening up about things that I didn’t know I was still keeping … Continue reading Self Realization And Fighting Back
Addressing The Past To Cleanse My Heart And Bring Myself Closer To Jesus (Part Two)
I’ve got to be honest with you... after I shared my first post in this series last week I immediately had doubts. Fear of judgement overcame me pretty quickly. Why share these parts of my past that no longer reflect who I am? This is part of my healing process. This is me learning to … Continue reading Addressing The Past To Cleanse My Heart And Bring Myself Closer To Jesus (Part Two)
Happy Birthday! Now Go Out And Do Good!
Today is officially my birthday and for the first time in a very long time it will be a joyous day. March 4th can no longer be a sad day, even if the world is falling apart around me because I now get to share this day with an incredibly special person! So, happy birthday … Continue reading Happy Birthday! Now Go Out And Do Good!
How the Love of Two People Saved My Life
Little bit of a dramatic way to start a post, right? Hardly, especially once you truly understand how things have completely changed for me over the last 6 months. This post is going to be all about Josh and Stacy. Two of the best, most sincere, beautiful people I have ever had the privilege of … Continue reading How the Love of Two People Saved My Life
What’s In A Name? A Reminder of Where I Came From And Where I Want To Go
When I created this blog over 4 years ago I was in a place in my life where the only thing I wanted was solitude for my immediate family of 5. This blog was created to be about OUR little infinity. I had shut the rest of the world out and was focused on my … Continue reading What’s In A Name? A Reminder of Where I Came From And Where I Want To Go
The Value of Time
For those of you who don’t know, I have been back in school part time, year round, for the last 5 years completing my third degree. I am officially, finally, in my last semester. As of today I have finished the 5th week of classes and have 87 days left until commencement! This semester is … Continue reading The Value of Time
