It’s Not About “Happiness”

I'm come to realize that I have been self-sabotaging my life for years now. I've been a person who dreams big and never feels satisfaction in the victories. And I've struggled with understanding why that is. And after coming out of this last season of depression I think I've finally realized what it is. I've … Continue reading It’s Not About “Happiness”

I Failed You

*Current song to listen to while you read this... Toby Mac - 21 Years* Today marks 3 months since you left us. While I know you are in a much better place and are no longer in so much pain it doesn’t make it any easier. Especially around this time of year. I was supposed … Continue reading I Failed You

It’s Okay To Not Be Okay… Until It’s No Longer Okay

I have come to realize that writing is the one place where I can quickly process my thoughts and get an answer to what's going on in my head. Sometimes I just need to sit down, get it all out there and then go back through and address what comes up. I have depression. Which … Continue reading It’s Okay To Not Be Okay… Until It’s No Longer Okay

Self Realization And Fighting Back

Today will be a short post, but one that I need to document so I have it to come back to when/if these feelings return. I recently had some much needed conversations with a few pretty great people in my life. And in opening up about things that I didn’t know I was still keeping … Continue reading Self Realization And Fighting Back

Addressing The Past To Cleanse My Heart And Bring Myself Closer To Jesus (Part Two)

I’ve got to be honest with you... after I shared my first post in this series last week I immediately had doubts. Fear of judgement overcame me pretty quickly. Why share these parts of my past that no longer reflect who I am? This is part of my healing process. This is me learning to … Continue reading Addressing The Past To Cleanse My Heart And Bring Myself Closer To Jesus (Part Two)