2021 – The Year of Healing

To say the last month has been rough would be a major understatement. I've been struggling with another massive period of depression, and what has scared me the most about it this time is that I have been on antidepressants for 6 months now which are supposed to help. So there must be some pretty … Continue reading 2021 – The Year of Healing

Expectations vs. Reality – Taking Responsibility For My Own Pain

Until I can get into therapy I need this to be my safe place . I've lost too many of those and I need something that I can go back to and know will still be there. My own words aren't going anywhere. My own words can be extremely damaging, but they remain as long … Continue reading Expectations vs. Reality – Taking Responsibility For My Own Pain

I Failed You

*Current song to listen to while you read this... Toby Mac - 21 Years* Today marks 3 months since you left us. While I know you are in a much better place and are no longer in so much pain it doesn’t make it any easier. Especially around this time of year. I was supposed … Continue reading I Failed You

Just Listen (Part 2)

I am a broken person. I know this, and it is something that I don’t shy away from admitting. The problem, however, is taking that conversation any further than an oversimplified statement to avoid talking about my feelings. I struggle with vocalizing my thoughts into words, so instead I decided to write them out. This … Continue reading Just Listen (Part 2)

The Fragility Of The World

I should be praying tonight instead of writing... It’s remarkable how quickly you can be reminded of how fragile your existence is. Or how suddenly you can be halted in your thoughts on your place in this world and your importance in other people’s lives. Have you ever watched a planned building demolition? It’s absolutely … Continue reading The Fragility Of The World